It's unfortunate that I have to distance myself from another friend because I might strangle them if I saw them.
Also it's rather triggering when people talk about it like it's a good thing, something to strive for. I've found there to be only one person I can do that with and this boy is not it. He's an idiot for wanting this.

My shell seems to be growing emptier. It echos when I speak.

--Andria