It's very odd to feel this connected to someone without actually knowing them. I suppose connected isn't the right word. Infatuated? Besotted? They're more to do with the point.
I've hardly spoken to her, but I watch her all the time and I want to see her and I want to talk to her. I'm a fairly confident person in the personality that I've created for myself. But when I'm around her I become an idiot. I talk to loud, I do stupid things, I don't look around me. It's like she takes my walls and she rips them apart.
I've never been nervous around anyone before, but around her I am. And I don't even know anything about her.
I'm slightly terrified, mostly enthralled. Maybe one day I can have a conversation with her.
That'd be nice.
--Andria.
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