It's becoming a strange tradition that I wake up hungover. I drink too much and I know that but I don't care. I don't care because if it affects anyone I don't care. They are the people who only care when they want to because they want to seem "emotionally attached".
I need to stop tattooing myself. I think the ink is making me sick.
I want to peel my skin off. That's what I'm doing I suppose. I can't stop carving meaningless words into my skin. My body is so scarred.
Will that last forever? Will I ever be clean again?
My head hurts. I don't know where I am. I'm swimming.

--Andria.